Well - I sat in silence, and a lot of things changed. Amazing how God has worked like that. God has provided for me around every corner and blessed me with thing after thing. It really amazes me what can happen in a month's time.
So in the last month or so I have completed my first half marathon, with a foot injury only two weeks before the race, and I have bought my first home - a condo. I never really thought I would, but God kept pushing me in that direction and then door after door opened. I have been living here for almost two weeks already. Amazing how quickly time flies and how much God can do in just a month. Two months ago I wasn't even really considering it and had only just gotten a new job.
No one can tell me that God cannot bless you out of rough times. He has, and more so He has grown me in the last two months in ways I cannot even describe. Everything about my life screams unworthy to me, but yet here I stand. God still loves me, despite myself...What an amazing love that is! I am so thankful.
All the changes have also lead to some crazy times, including getting off track working out, not really having time to do much other than pack, move or take phone calls to organize things...But yet, God has used that. It may not be affecting others, but I am taking value in this time I have with Him. A time I wouldn't have if things in my life were different. So I thank God right now for my situation, for what He has done in my life and the plan He has for me. I thank him for understanding friends and friends who cherish me enough to say..."I love ya. I'm here when you need me."
God knows what He is doing. He doesn't make mistakes...What a wonderful thing that is!
